ridakulous:

tardisingallifrey:

“I lost her.”

LET ME TELL YOU A MOTHER FUCKING STORY ABOUT THIS MOTHER FUCKING EPISODE. THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED DW WAS S5 AND THEN SOME OF S4 AND S2 BECAUSE MY FRIENDS SUCK. AND I WAS PISSED BECAUSE I WAS SO GORRAM CONFUSED. SO I WENT BACK TO WATCH S1 AND HAD TO WATCH THAT STUPID ROSE GIRL WHO WAS ANNOYING IN THOSE 2 EPISODES I SAW IN S2 WHY IS SHE FAWNING OVER THE DOCTOR.

SO I SETTLE IN TO WATCH S1 AND SLOWLY BUT MOTHER FUCKING SURELY FALL IN LOVE WITH ROSE MOTHER FUCKING TYLER. AND I SEE EVERYTHING - HOW MUCH HE LOVED HER, HOW THEY COMPLETED EACH OTHER, HOW ROSE WAS RIGHT FOR THE DOCTOR. NOT TEN, OR NINE, BUT THE DOCTOR. SHE GROWS AS HE DOES, SHE KEEPS HIM HUMAN, THEY’RE GORGEOUS TOGETHER. OKAY.

SO I WATCH DOOMSDAY. FOR THE FIRST TIME. SHED SOME MANLY TEARS. HURT ALL MOTHER FUCKING OVER. TAKE A TWO MONTH BREAK FROM DW. CAN’T DEAL WITH THE FEELS BRO THEY HURT.

OKAY.

I’M READING TO MOVE ON GIVE ME SOME DELICIOUS FREEMA. BUT WAIT, A CHRISTMAS EPISODE? SURE MAN I CAN DEAL WITH THA-

AND THEN THIS MOTHER FUCKING SCENE COMES ON. AND I’M LOOKING AT HIS FACE. AT HOW MUCH HE MISSES HIS ROSE. AT HOW BROKEN AND ANGRYY AND RESEMBLING 9 HE SEEMS LIKE IN THIS MOMENT. LIKE BEFORE ROSE SAVED HIM AND HE SAVED HER. AND THAT, MY FRIENDS, IS THE LOOK OF HEARTBREAK. OF LOSING YOUR SOULMATE. SO FUCK THIS SCENE.